"Let's meet tomorrow"
"I miss you"
"But we'll meet each other everyday, right?"
"Okay, I'm so excited for tomorrow! :D"

"I'm sorry I can't meet you today"
"But you've promised"
"You know, here's the condition. First, there are a lot of homeworks to do. then, it's a rainy day"
"That's okay"
"Let's meet tomorrow okay?"
(smile)


"I'm sorry I can't meet you today"
"Why?"
"I'm kinda tired because of yesterday. y'know, mt basbeall team.."
"that's okay"
"Friday, I promise"
"no, really, that's okay. I don't really want to meet you anymore"
"BUT I'VE TRIED TO MEET YOU. why don't you try to respect my effort?"
"why don't you try to respect me without considering our days at school?"

Asita: you know, there's something you need to know about life
Me : what?
Asita : don't seek for happiness. the more you seek for it, you'll get more depressed, and think about it all over. you wont find any happiness when you're stressed out.
Me: right.

I love her.

things that make me happy, currently

mom allows me to hang out. OH YAYYYYY!! :D :D
vito has been so nice since a week ago when the first time he listened to my advice heh heh. I feel so appreciated :') I think we're now trying to be more serious. but with more plays and classy jokes too. like kiddos, but that's what i've always been hoping. I always want to be 16.
but, hey, looks like everything's gonna be fine. i don't know. i guess.

<3

white lips kissed

Wake me up
Only nightmares take me in
Through these walls the winter bites
A draft from all sides
Why did you not include me on your list?
Let me in through the ceiling
White lips kissed

Our love is a fickle love
Keeps itself locked in a suitcase
To be ready to go
Always

I won't cry when the silver lining shows
But you're right
You understand
You ride with both hands
Worrying is the breathing that you need i
So there won't be far to fall
You mustn't climb tall

Things that are supposed to mean lots
Leave you cold
And with a malady of the soul

Our love is a tricky love
Bet you know this
Bet you noticed
Bet you know, which is why

I should know better than anyone ever could
Soon as I let go
Everything falls apart

I won't cry when the silver lining shows
But you're right
You understand
You ride with both hands
Worrying is the breathing that you need
So there won't be far to fall
You mustn't climb tall

Wake me up
Only nightmares take me in
Through these walls the winter bites
A draft from all sides
Of course you can
There are diamonds in demand
It's a shame and as you know
The stain will not go..

do you still love me, bear? do you?

:'(

had so much fun with anna

so first thing first, we need an egg, 1/2 cup of butter, and betty croker's instant chocolate chip cookies.

first batch

bit burnt but still taste good.

second batch

We were like "this should be tastes good! this should be!". and while waiting for the cookies, we watched the superhero movie with the burnt cookies and milk :|D

anna looked like a kitten, and i looked like a fat kitten -_-

AH. FINALLY!

dion (taller version)

2 factors that affect your height:
genetic factors and nutrient factors

and the most affecting factor is gen that comes from mother. underline that my mom is so short.
Taller. that's what i always want. This december, I really wish i'll be taller. so, i've started to do some physical exercise again after almost 3 months of taking medicines and stay at home. anyways, knowing that my gen factor is 'being small', will my exercise work?

I love the way i feel
you're bursting up inside me
pushing through my skin
explosions parade across my chest
I wanna fill you, tasting touch of your skin
I hear you coming with every breath
it sound so right, that's why i'm pressing you