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My exams results are really bad. I did study pretty hard a day before the exam, and I thought I could do it well. and, a guy that used to be so nice to me, has turned to someone that I never knew.
haaaaah gw gak tau ya kenapa gw bisa jadi bodoh gini. perasaan i was one of the 5 highest scores at school. atau mungkin otak gw kurang bisa menerima pelajaran SMA? who knows.
Sekarang gw merasa kemampuan otak gw is decreasing. perlahan tapi pasti gw yakin suatu saat gw akan jadi orang tertolol atau gak naek kelas kalo gw terus-terusan males belajar kyk gini. I mean, gw dulu RAJIN banget. setiap pulang sekolah gw akan ngulang pelajaran di sekolah jadi pas ulangan gw gak perlu ngebet semaleman atau berhari2 sebelumnya. AAAAARG.
kenapa pola belajar gw jadi aneh gini ya? huh semakin dewasa kesibukan semakin banyak. pokoknya gw harus naek kelas. wish me a luck.