melodramatic

what's up with the title? I don't know. mata gue terus-terusan ngeluarin air mata. but, I didn't feel sad, or angry at all. I had problems, yes, but I didn't think much about it. seriously, my tears didn't stop flowing selama 2 hari, so I went to see the doctor.
"Kamu kebanyakan di depan komputer", he said, "tapi saya rasa kamu juga harus menemui psikolog"
"Ha?"
"Psikolog"
gue diem. wait, wait. gue gak salah masuk kan? gue ngunjungin dokter umum. kenapa dia bisa menyarankan gue ke psikolog? emang dia tau kalo gue lg ada mental break-down?

but then i realized, I guess, he's right. maybe I'm not so depressed that I cried. and maybe too much playing in the computer results eye sore (just like the doctor and anna said). but i felt better as the tears flowed. gue merasa lega.

Oh I still have no idea what causes all of this.